And finally, here I am in Al Ain, UAE, as physician. I feel happy and feel sad being here. For my family and for my country I feel sad, but as the only Afghan doctor in this country, I feel proud. Even Pakistanis, those who speak Pashtu say they are proud that a Pashtun has passed this country's tough exam and has the license to practice medicine. I am planning to study online and get my Masters degree from a prestigious university, maybe from UK. But these courses are really expensive, till now I have not found any scholarship, it seems I have to pay myself. Can I? Maybe, but for the greater responsibilities I have, it is not so easy.